Rainfall
Bled dry cut me and waste it all
Canβt die feel like a plastic doll
New high Im loving the way u call
My name out through the rainfall
Donβt know why
I feel like Iβve done it all
Donβt know why
I feel like I wanna fall
Donβt know why
Im still here standing strong
Donβt know why
Your by my side ive done so much wrong
Bled dry cut me and waste it all
Canβt die feel like a plastic doll
New high Im loving the way u call
My name out through the rainfall
Everyday wake up to the same talk
wtf gon get me out of this brain fog
Everything move fast I canβt stay long
Call my name out through the rainfall
Crosses top of wooden boxes
Everything feel rottenΒ
Tell me whatβs my options
Ya
Cloak myself in whatever the shadows wear
Putting on a mask like I donβt care
Toxins pumping though my heart and all I know the darknessΒ
Burn it down arsonsΒ
Ya
Running from myself I donβt go nowhere
World on my shoulders itβs to much to bear
No one chasing my steps in the moons pale light
RainfallΒ
Rain falling down
Hard to tell who round alive when itβs cold as ice
Snow fall ya
Snow falling down
Wanna kiss on my cheek i wear this mask for life
Tears fall
Tears falling down
Hard to know whoβs on my side
So I keep a knife
Trust none ya
In this world of clownsΒ
Ghost in the room but u not one of us
Cold ass heart she know not a lot of love
Rainfall slip on the climb like SisyphusΒ
Laughing at the nitro kid why so serious
Whatβs underneath my face Im curious grabbing the blade and Im going deliriousΒ
Dont be fooled by the appearances surface seem cool but my heart burn furious
Weariest wandererΒ
Stuck in a valley of shadows a bad place asuraΒ
And I donβt got on no armor bruh
Bleeding out on the way to the arbitor
She wan escape from the storm I canβt harbour herΒ
War still rage in my heart like madaraΒ
Cursed knight dream of the life of a commonerΒ
Sunlight seem like a memory lost ya
Fighting myself wonder if it gon pay off
Killing myself feel like cutting the weight off
Brand new face slam my head gainst the same wall
Wash away all the blood in the rainfall
In the end what a man but a clay doll
Flashback from the grave to the cradle
Till that day come I give my all
All things that fly they must fall
Ya
Rainfall like your tears
Rainfall through the yearsΒ
Stand yall face my fears fight harderΒ
Rainfall like your tearsΒ
Rainfall through the yearsΒ
Same call in my ears go fartherΒ
Bled dry cut me and waste it all
Canβt die feel like a plastic doll
New high Im loving the way u call
My name out through the rainfall
Eyes shine like a thousand diamond suns
Something that I wish that I could touch
Under the ashes
Under the ashes
Under your lashes
Under your lashes
Something I can never hold
Some things never can be told
Open my eyes itβs 9 am day come
Thats no surprise the last one verbatim
Time is slipping by I gotta get up and race um
I donβt wanna die I gotta go earn a paystub
Face numb heart drowned out by the bass drum
Gotta go play your part in
the game thats all made up
Play dumb for a fake sum well your thoughts run
Dreaming of a Diamond sun that might save um
Wake up tired get a lil high
Get a lil bread so that u can get by
Day dreaming bout the Friday lights when u was the guy
Back when u felt alive u let out a sigh
Life move fast
Just like cash
Wish I could my manager to kiss my ass
And I used to tell myself Iβd never be my dad till I realized bills can break your back
Praying for a Diamond sun
Seen a thousand Iβd take one
Iβve been drifting though an ocean need a lifeline
Only thing that keep me hoping is the night sky
I hate going with the motion itβs a strong tide
Where I go only emotion shown is long sighs
Feel like everybody x oxen they donβt say hi
In this fucking city soulless as an Ai
Wanna lead Im like Im mosses but Im to shy
On a search for a lotus where do they hide
Very high like bitter roses
Every low like more hypnosis
Every thought through the skull like locust
Make me wanna go n split my open
Im just speaking from the heart donβt know shit
Iβve been living in the dark need gnosis
Think I need some time alone get ghosted
Funny mirror tryna cut me open
Im posing
Blue
Flying numb
With my eyes on you
I can take so much
Gotta keep my chin up
Nother hard day come gone like usual
Everything around me tell me Im not useful
Back to my job where Iβm never gon get a raise
Cold day in the city gray not one day
Hoping thats this pen amd pad can break my chains
Iβll be super man sheβll be Louis lane
Giving all I fucking got in till the end dooms day
Jotting rhymes in my head Im like what u say
Canβt sing with the quire
Till Im retired
Ima do me type beat Im wired
Like a black sheep burnt at the stake the kid fire
And Im not quite done yet i donβt get tired
Gotta go higher
Feet in the mire
Sweat in the sheets even sleep I aspire
Hop on a beat gonna pull an all nighter
Shit that heal the soul i dont need no phizer
Praying for a Diamond sun
Seen a thousand id take one
Ya
Just a young star tryna get up out the mud
Heart beat strong like a thousand Diamond suns
N i dont give a fuck if they never heard of us
Hop on the stage and we make their blood pump
Life like war gotta learn it when your young
Dont take 2 stray bullets just one
If the tongues like a sword then these raps is my gun
Tell me who round here want a one v one
Wake up tired get a lil high
Get a lil bread so that u can get by
Day dreaming bout the Friday lights when u was the guy
Back when u felt alive u let out a sigh
Life move fast
Just like cash
Wish I could my manager to kiss my ass
And I used to tell myself Iβd never be my dad till I realized bills can break your back
Eyes shine like a thousand diamond suns
Something that I wish that I could touch
Me and this mirror having conversation
Fuck Im intoxicated
Ya uh
2024 woulda thought I wouldβve made it
Telling myself i donβt wanna be famous
Superman is not real
They ainβt no use waiting for someone to save me
Here swallow this red pill
Itβs just me in this bitch thatβs why Iβm going crazy
Drug save and money kills
Stay Chasing that treasure till drown with Davey
I donβt got like no chill
My blood spill for you for you
For you
Go to the ends of the earth
I seen a couple close go to the dirt
U know what a life worth?
All the hurt and uncertainty
Working with urgency
Spurred on by my demons screaming
Gotta make the score even Steven
Baby I got like a billions years to say fuck the world and fuck your feelings
Life get tough on that high road
I light up and my eyes close
Gotta trust that the sky knows
Lotta lies on my iPhone
Ya
No Louis lane I ainβt waiting for no Superman
Smoking Mary Jane to keep same
Thoughts stay on lunar land
Castles in the sand always gon crash on us so make it last
Ya
Life is fragile through the looking glass
Im on 10
Im going
Shit be like fent
Way itβs so potent
Ya I ascend
Then Im folding
Bloom wither with the roses
Till Im dead for you
I got devotion
Off of the potion Im loosing my focus
Gotta watch out for the Trojans
If u ainβt fam get ghosted
Superman is not real
They ainβt no use waiting for someone to save me
Here swallow this red pill
Itβs just me in this bitch thatβs why Iβm going crazy
Drug save and money kills
Stay Chasing that treasure till drown with Davey
I donβt got like no chill
My blood spill for you for you
Me and this mirro having conversations
Fuck Im intoxicated
2024 woulda thought I wouldβve made it
Telling myself i dont wanna be famous